Language…
i come to a point where what i feel and what i want to say can't be covered by my native language...
and it feels sucks... very...
ps. it's not about the blog... i only try to practice my english in these few posts... and apparently it sucks... hahahaha
Mistakes…
But it's a mistake I have to make.
Ted ~ How I Meet Your Mother (Season 1 ep. 19)
There would be time when we would given a choice to do something. And some people (with a real common sense) will tell us that something is a mistake. And we will know and acknowledge that it is a mistake. Sometimes it big and sometimes it small... but somehow... for a mistake that makes me feel that i need to do it... it would be a BIIIIIG one... at least for me... it may be small and silly for anyone else... if i'm facing that... i need to do it and later i will proudly say to myself that "i made the mistake and i'm proud of it"....
Memory…
It's amazing how human can forget something that used to be very precious for themselves....
I remember having a friend in my childhood... I'm quite sure that we're very close... in that neighborhood he and i was the only child that live there... since it's a camp for workers in the middle of nowhere, it's hard to find friend from another village... i remember we chat a lot, play a lot, going to our parents office together... but now... i can't even remember his name... i mean... he's the only friend that i got at that time... and i don't even remember his name nor face.... not slightly... if he suddenly walk pass me on the street today... i won't recognize him...
And i always amazed at how conversations between people who used to be in loved changed...
it started by "may i know your name..."
followed by "would you go on a date with me..."
then comes "would you be my other half..."
and the ultimate "i love u..." thingy...
of course there's always a silly corny moments between those lines... but all in all we see it as "just right"
and suddenly bam!, out of nowhere somehow they use other words that's completely different like "i hate you"'... "we're not meant for each other"... "this is not working"... Yet... those things won't be forgotten by them... it will keep on played on and on by their mind... sometimes it will torture them, sometimes it will be just bitter... sometimes it will make them laugh...
Amazing how the mind is working eh? deleting something that we want to treasure and keep on keeping the one that we want to forget...
ps. just to make things clear... no.. the break up is not my experience... -_-
happy and sad…
I want you to know you make me happy...
I want you to know you make me sad...
You are the best thing that I ever had...
Freelance Hellraiser ~ Want You to Know...
~_~
I want you to know you made me sad
I want you to know you made me happy
You were the best thing that I ever had.
I want you to know you made me sad
I want you to know you made me happy
You were the best thing that I ever had.
lagi ngantuk kali ya pas liat...
lah beneran kok, aku ga pernah...


